Dictionary

Is there a word for the excitement you have when you bring home a bag of clothes you just bought and can’t wait to try them on?

(I hate fitting rooms and refuse to use them)

Is there a word for the utter desolation and defeat you feel when none of them fit properly and I just made myself feel so disgusting?

(I should probably use the fitting rooms)

This is me, crying in bed, feeling sorry for myself. Hopefully tomorrow isn’t as damning.